My first appointment

Before I walked out of premier pure office,
My upline introduced me to more leaders who shook my hands and wished me good luck and all the best for appointments. I remember clearly, this fair guy with specs, name steve, not sure of his postion, disgustingly said, if you want to be successful like a man, close your first sales tonight. If my upline is a female and can be so garang and hiong, I shouldnt lose out to her. Close sales and prove him right I can make it.

Thinking back... What the f....
Who is he to tell me such things.
If I could turn back time, I would have ignore and spit at his lousy slang English.

Anyway back to my appointments,
I'm ashame to say, my first successful appointment and customers were my parents.
My parents were really easy going people and bought a queen size bed out of support.
They were hoping I would excel and be more out spoken and confident like my upline


Second appointment with my da gu, a retired housewife who suffers from occasional body aches,
Visits Wanyang foot massage regularly for massages.
I fixed an appointment with her, having the intention of helping her to save money since I felt magnetic therapy was simpler and easy to use.
As expected, upline did a splendid job, convince my aunt easily within an hour half, Aunt even brought us out for dinner at north point. I started to feel bad.


Third appointment was with my god pa and god ma who doted on me as much as my parents.
They bought out of support even though they weren't convince with the benefits. They saw no effects during the hand stretch test, but readily bought when my upline said I was left with the last deal to achieve my incentive. Hm... My bad, I didn't stop my upline. I just kept quiet and
closed the queen. 

Weeks passed, I ran out of contacts, I was asked to call up dagu and god pa for referrals. 
I wasn't sure if they had started to feel the benefits, but anyway I made the phone call. 

Dagu was helpful and friendly enough, gave me two of her friends numbers,
My god ma on the other hand, started to reprimand me. 
That was when I found out god pa gave the queen away. :( 
They were not convince and disliked it when I brought a stranger back to force them to buy products.
They felt they were forced to support me upon hearing what my upline said during closing and presentation. :( I didn't know it was so bad, sudddenly I felt everything was wrong.

I told Ms Alice about what I felt, instead of emphathizing and understanding, 
I received very weird and harsh debriefs, 
Man.. I start to realize everything was shit,
Godpa was being a hypocrite when he was wasn't honest to me? According to my 
upline. What thrash. 

Met another leader of hers who supposedly wanted to help me with ideas how to respond,
He was worse. He said what done cannot be undone, I have to move on and focus on fighting so I don't waste my parents or god pa support. That was his solution. 
His solution was indirectly telling me to find more prospects who would buy out of support and give away the products again?

Sigh... I hate to say this, suddenly I remembered what I read online about premier pure and what most people complain about their tactics. I just realized I had fallen to be one of their stupid prey.  Damage done, too late. Family spent a bomb on supporting me . 

No solution, no answer, no one I could talk to. I decided to quit. .. 
Sorry dad and god pa for wasting your hard earn money :(